Let's runaway and never look back

 Last night I had the biggest tiff with D and I made the rashest decision to breakup. I know the rational thing to do would have been to talk things out and try to solve the problem but I didn't. Maybe D isn't the fucked up one, I am. Or maybe we both are fucked up, that's why we were/are so in love. I don't know anymore.

When I look at you I see this perfect person, then there's me, this weird crazy person with all these problems. And I don't see how you chose me but please.. Just Stay.

EAT SLEEP RAVE REPEAT (CNY)

Firstly, I apologise for the really shitty quality of this photo (taken on PhotoBooth with bad lighting). I just wanted to show off the amount of angbaos I received this year ^^ LOL okay stop Edmund.  

The long Chinese New Year break is over in the blink of an eye (the horror) and work beckons tomorrow. I don't know why I find it so hard to deal with the whole NS affair sometimes. I mean, I should be glad that every single day is actually one day closer to my ORD. Henceforth, note to self: It is not a chore to go to camp.

This year, I tried really really hard to take #ootd shots for #CNY because I don't know, it's the only time of the year I actually bothered to put in some effort to dress up. And also I have been wearing green (army uniform) almost everyday for the past two fucking years. I need to preserve my sanity yar. So here are my looks for Day 1 - 4. Sorry for poking fun at people who take #ootd shots and calling them trying-too-hard, I never knew it was this difficult I'M SORRY PLEASE FORGIVE ME. 

I brought D on a little cultural adventure at the River Hongbao on Day 1. I cannot believe that goon has never been to this CNY funfair despite living here for close to ten years now. Champion. It brought back many memories of me playing the rifle shooting games at the carnival when I was a kid. My mom would make me use my own angbaos to pay for the games and I would actually spend close to 100 bucks on them (do you know how much 100 dollars mean to a seven-year-old boy???) omg.

Ok can.

Today D and I went to the rustic Spathe to celebrate our monthsary. It was a date. A. DATE. A FREAKING DATE!! It has been a while since we went out on a proper date. I mean, I have no qualms or feel ashamed to say that we are kinda in the "broke as fuck" couple category because one is a student while the other is an NSF. So, please give us a break. We just don't splurge on expensive gifts and instead we spend on good food and hit the gym (quite a lot) #fitsporations. 

Omg I have to rave about how fucking good the 12-hour Slow Cooked Pork Belly was. The meat literally melts in your mouth - it was about six pure succulent slices of pork belly served atop a savoury base of non-creamy mashed potatoes infused with a hint of garlic goodness. Together with a poached egg dripping its golden yolk onto the meat when broken open, it was an exquisite combination.

Mmmmmmm. 

"Falling in love is a crazy thing to do."

We caught the movie, Her, after dinner and I would say that this is a movie about how wistful and lonely a person is in modern society. While Theodore may worry that his love for Samantha (the Operating System) makes him a freak, the skeptical Amy knows that "anybody who loves is a freak." In our quest for pleasure, we have become selfish, boxed and very unhappy. I guess this movie tastefully portrays the sad truth that it will be easier to have a meaningful relationship with a computer than with another human being in the near future. Boohoo.



WELL OKAY LETS NOT BE SAD ABOUT THAT MOVIE AND MARVEL AT THESE CUTE LAPRAS STICKERS THAT D GOT ME. I have been hinting and yapping about wanting Lapras stickers on Twitter and that sweetheart actually printed these for me hehehe I AM IN LOVE WITH THE MOST AMAZING PERSON EVER. <3_<3